It's hard to get things done right now.
I feel a lot of pressure
to keep going with regular life,
and keep pushing to get the house ready,
but my thoughts turn regularly
to that baby.
I'm thankful for the distractions
stuff, stuff, stuff.
We are not going to the funeral.
Not only can I not stand
the drama for myself,
but it would be so very bad
So, I guess we just keep