Saturday, March 17, 2012

Taking the Plunge

We did our phone interview with Mama today.  It was kind of surreal.

She has an accent, and it was a bit hard to understand her sometimes, but I got most of it.....I think.  Hubs lived in the south for several years, so he may need to be my translator for a while.

In one way, it helped me see just why she was making the choice she was making,

and in another, it made me worry about her changing her mind..

I'm terrified.  I keep thinking about how awful it would be to drive all the way home without him.  To go all the way down there for nothing.  To hold him, love him, then loose him.

I can't imagine being able to jump right back onto the horse if that happened.

But I also can't stop myself from imagining him in our home, my kids holding him,  watching him grow.

I guess there's nothing left but to jump off this cliff!

1 comment:

asian~treasures said...

Jump away...we'll be there, regardless of the outcome!

Hugs, prayers & our love!